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Destroying a National Treasure
Recently, my family and I had the privilege of spending nine days in Washington, D.C. It was an amazing adventure. I saw so many things that I had only read and studied about in my history classes in school. I experienced history, art, tradition, national pride, family, and a whole lot of walking. As great as it all was, one of those experiences caused me great embarrassment.
After waiting in line for what seemed like forever, my wife, our moms, and our four children finally made it into the National Archives. We wanted to see the Declaration of Independence and the Constitution among many other amazing documents from our history. Of course by “we”, I mean “I” pushed pretty hard to go there knowing full well my kids were not interested at all and I would cause my wife and our moms to have to endure their constant reminder of how boring it was and questions of how much longer. We finally get to the front of the line, along the way seeing a golden version of the Magna Carta…way cool. We get into three lines as we prepare to enter the dimly lit area. We are given a few rules, but one most important one. Under no circumstances at all, ever, in any way, shape, or form, are we to use flash photography. This is of course because light will hasten the deterioration of paper. No problem. I had my wife’s camera and had turned the flash off, but was now adjusting the camera to try to let more light in so I could get a better picture than a tan fuzzy image that I would have to later explain was the Declaration of Independence…I promise. So we make our way around the room looking at all kinds of other documents from our history. I take a few pictures of the Declaration of Independence…no luck…tan fuzzy. So as we come to the Constitution, I decide to just go back to the default setting. This was not big deal the picture would be darker but at least it would be focused. I zoomed in on the words “We the People…”…man what a cool picture this was going to be…then FLASH!!! AAUUGGHHH!!! What in the world happened…I was just trying to get a clearer picture? But in my haste to change the settings, I had forgotten to go back and turn off the flash. Everyone in the room probably had the same thought…IDIOT! I am thinking…”Want to get away?” (Southwest Airlines commercials). Immediately (as in can reach out and beat me with his baton kind of immediately) to my left was a security guard. He calmly but firmly asked me if that was my camera. I sheepishly replied, “yes.” He told me to turn it off…which I had already done almost immediately anyway like that would make it ok. I stood there in that moment as embarrassed as I have felt in a long time, and that is saying a lot for one who regularly finds ways to look stupid. What was I to do now? I just put the camera in my pocket and walked out trying not to make eye contact with anyone. I could not get out of that room fast enough. I had just hastened the destruction of a National Treasure. Good thing Nicholas Cage wasn’t around. It took me 15-20 minutes to get over how embarrassed and stupid I felt in that moment.
I knew the rules and was even trying to obey. The guard knew I didn’t do it on purpose. He knew I had just made a mistake, but man I just felt terrible. In thinking about this experience, I began to examine how I respond when I don’t obey God. He has given me clear rules and guidance in how to live the life that Jesus describes in John 10:10 as abundant, overflowing, beyond what I can imagine on my best imagining day. And unlike my unintentional rule breaking in the National Archives, I do it on purpose most often. Most of the time, I respond the same way though. I run away, but not out of embarrassment. Probably it is more just a lack of not wanting to deal with it. I really just want to get on with things when I should be totally embarrassed by the fact that I just selfishly rejected Jesus for my own plans and desires.
I don’t know about you, but I need less callousness and more brokenness, humbling, and embarrassment over my sin before God.
But then, as 1 John 1:9 reminds us, I need to move forward in grace and restoration and not wallow in my embarrassment as I did at the museum. Thanks Lord for the freedom You give through Christ.
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